Getting Deep

I haven't been a saint but my life's been exquisite.

Beggin when I drop thru Heaven, I stay; not just visit

I hope God enjoys a laugh; my lifes been comedy

Trying to avoid asodomy in my attempts of Alchemy

cuz sometimes I find myself spitting a lil blasphemy

when my paranoia kicks in; is someone is after me!!!

thats when I freak out and release my concealed deviance

spiraling down hill, ruining all my previous achievements.

Name slander in my town and my face on da media

No one wants to be around, devil starting to feed da

Seed that has been planted since the day of my birth

No lie, I'm tired of carrying around the burden of its girth

ya'll Ostracizing, but I guarantee I'm not alone

He who hasn't sin, throw the first stone...

Freestyle verse

Room spinning and my heart starts to spill;

As long as I'm breathing I'll always have will!

Struggle is my foundation of my pain

Up rise is the foundation of my campaign

To succeed, so I proceed

to beat this beat until this song bleeds

and if it dont bust, I'm a break it even if it kills me

I'm hopin all ya'll out there followin are feeling me

But it doesn't matter, cuz I'm constantly reminded

that I can't satisfy everyone, if they stay blinded

I gotta do me cuz I can't fix their blurred vision

shear cuts only with my interpretation of precision.

If you don't find it hot... I promise I still wont stop

cuz I'm worse than a clumsy kid; I will drop!!!

This right here is the start of a grand hustle

and I wont stop until I complete all the piece of the puzzle.